Monday, May 30, 2005

Hey people !! Aunt lorie called. Heehz. Sheesh. Really. Wow. It's been like what ? 6 years ? Lolx. She still remembers. Hahaha.

Anyway, on a more depressing scale, paper 1 was well, quite okay. Okay who am i kidding. Well, i did Q5, the report thingy. Then i went on to mention that "the victim of bullying usually ends up bullying others in a bid to vent their frustrations" and all. Well, that part was still quite fine. Until the next sentance. I wanted to say, "It's a vicious cycle.", and while i cant translate it as a whole, i split it up and translated it. And so what do we have ? "hen3 du2 de4 quan1 quan1"

Then came paper 2, well, paper 2's a sad sad case. Very very sad. Heh. Anyway, i shall stop saying anymore so as to stop all you readers from being sad. x)

So now, i'll be doing a "template" for my english "journal" thing before i even start on my blog's. Haha. So sorry my dearies but school comes first~

So yea. I still've no idea on how to get about now. =/

Anyway, i'll tell you guys more about it sometime later. Ciao. x)

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Spinning In My (Living) Room:
Sunrise - Angel City

I know i shouldn't be blogging at this time. But then. I dont feel good. I needed to jot these feelings down.

I think i'm starting to feel the stress. Amazing huh ? Like Less than 12 hours to the papers THEN i finally feel the pressure. Woot. Go me. Heh.

Last night's IM chat with andrew was as usual.

How're you ?
Life is busy but good. Vjc is good fun. You must come to vj too.

~*~

I've y and z to go. Small huh ? Not really. They're likee the biggest chapters. Worst news, I've not read up for my compo section. So dead. *Sigh*

Guess the re-take is fixed. *Sigh*

But then, even if i do get b4, i think most likely, i will re-take. =/

Well, all i can do now. Is continue studying. And pray for a miracle. Good night people. I need to go study now. God bless.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

I just had like the longest IM chat with gerald in like 10 eons.

*Sigh*

Sometimes, when life hits you hard, the ones you dont expect usually're the ones you know you can count on.

And in this case, who would've thought it was the subject i just rambled about. Gerald. Haha.

Oh well.

Love ya.

Thanks old man. You rock. *hugz* x)
Okay. Random ramble.

Somedays, i seriously have this major issue with gerald.

Today is one of those days. So yea. Gimmi a break for a moment.



Why do you have to be my cousin. I mean, yea, i dont study too. And well, i usually do okay.
I mean, i know people who dont study and go d o w n all the way, i'm not one of them, but then, you dont study either.
And you're not like me. You dont study, you still get good results. A r g h. So not fair.

*rams head into cushion padded wall*

Okay, now that's better.

Anyway, i'm seriously toasted. As most of my classmates should know, Mr GaoHua, aka chinese pro is sitting in front of me.

So, now you might ask, so what's so bad. Well, bad news is, my chinese paper 1 is gonna be sooooooo dead. Sad thing is, this is not at all an exageration. =(((

Okay, and with this, i shall end my entry. End~

Friday, May 27, 2005

Mmm.. watching the second part of Joan of Arc on tv again. Mmm.. Chinese papers're on monday. So, so scary. Weird thing is, i'm not stressed enough. I need motivation. *Sigh*

God's love is bountiful. I shall, really really try to work hard. To bring glory to Him and nothing less. Praise Him !

"Aide toy, Dieu te aidera"
"God helps those who helps themselves"
- St. Joan of Arc

Friday, May 20, 2005

Joan of Arc on axn. Watch first, blog later.

I just totally adore her.

Good week my dears.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Spinning In My (*Living) Room:
History Maker - Delirious?


*Yes i'm still too lazy to call albert to arrange a time. Maybe after my Chinese O's.. Hmmm..

~*~

Oh and today was pretty. Quite.

- PE today. I forgot to wear my shorts. Woot. Sometimes, i'm so blur i amaze myself.
- I "gave" keroy my hairband.
- I overspent.

So we tackle one issue at a time.

First one, I realised it on my way to school, n the bus. You wanna know what's funny ? I was trying to look for a pair of canvas shoes in the morning before i left the place just coz i KNEW we had PE and we SHOULD be running. During that time, i had no idea that i didnt bring my shorts. *Sigh*

Next issue is well, indirectly related to the previous one. I bring a hairband once a week during PE so as to stop myself from "eating hair", but sadly, due to what happened, i didnt do PE.

So during english(ms kwan didnt come again, she's on a long term mc), keroy came over to me and nadine and took the hairband that i hung around my neck. Seeing that, i took the hairband from him and well, put it on for him. Heehz.

He looked *quite* sweet. No sarcasm meant. Really !!

I even tried tying his hair. His hair rocks. It simply defies gravity. You take the hairband and stuff off but it'll still be standing until you flatten it. Heeehz.

Well, it was rather amusing seeing him that way, so nadine, keroy and i had a chat. Yada yada. After that, i was telling keroy how cute he looks that way. Amusing actually. But oh well. Anyway, so before you knew it, he was like "you really dont want it back ?"

Hahahahaha.


Okay okay, so yea. I went down to TM today due to a craving for coffee. There's where i overspent.

There goes the earphone for another few weeks. *Sigh*

It all started during eMath today when i suddenly had a coffee craving.

Yes. Those who know me well enough should know i get this sorts of cravings rather often.

Anyway, so, since keroy took my hairband today, i went into montip to get a new one. But God knows why i suddenly decided to buy a pink one for keroy instead. Heehz.

So skip the details and well, only good thing that came out of the TM walk is that i finally bought new pens. Yea, i bought one "non-0.38-or-0.28" pen. MsTan, MsChin, MdmKoh would be so pleased. *Sigh* 0.5, so thick, it's disgusting.

Oh, and before i forget, a happy birthday to Nicholas. x)

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Okay. First behind the scenes entry. Heehz.

I'm feeling tired. Nono. Tired doesnt seem to be correct. Think more of dilemma facing (i think there's a word for this, but i cant seem to find it. oh well. me and my lousy english *sigh*).

The mid year results are out. As i predicted, i totally blew my bio practical. Heh. Would've gotten that bloody A if not for it.

Next sad news, I FLUNKED SOCIAL STUDIES. READING THIS LYON ?? I FAILED !!

Bah. Thank God for history. Oh yea. I didnt fail despite the "lenin encounter". Heh.

The only few i'm happy with are my science (combined) and chinese. Though i really do think my chemistry can be further worked on. Nonetheless, i'm happy that i managed a 64% for it. Much better than the usual exam result. Heh. Chinese, well, no idea why but yea. Improvement of one whole grade !! Not very impresive results but still.. I improved !! Yeah !! Hahaahahaahaa. I'm easily sastified. Hehehehe.

So for those curious enough. I shall save you the trouble of asking and post it here. Opps. This is behind the scenes ! Wahahaha. I'm mean.




Hmm..




Never mind. Friday then. Lolx.

~*~

Okay, now we talk of my delimma

I want the holidays to come soon. This way, i can take my chinese papers and get over it. Besides, this way i can draw up the class pix and class tee. Oh and i get the time to do up the blog's template too. Have not been touching it for like 2 days already. Next, after the template is up, most likely WOW #1s would be in singapore, then i can go buy it. Wahahaha. Yada yada. So the good stuff goes.

Yet, this leads to another problem. I'm scared i wont do well for my chinese. I'm scared i'll be too lazy to draw. I'm even more scared that i'll end up too lazy to do up the template. Oh and i'm also scared that i'll over spenbd during the holidays. Which is what i normally do. Haha.

Oh well. Till then. Off to dinner and then, chinese. Heehz. x)

Monday, May 16, 2005

Life is peaceful.

I get into my shell once in a while.

Quite often lately.

But i'm still quite happy. Haha.

For those who're curious why the sudden mention of this, well, i went back to changi for cip today. Wait. Yesterday to be exact, it's 1.34 am now. Sigh.

But today was interesting. Haha.

Coz karen, carisa, anna and yanjia stopped already, thus meaning i'm the only one left, the people there just keep trying to talk to me.

Tried. Coz i was seriously sulking real bad in the morning. Heehz.

Quote daniel while we were washing up the boats,
"You looked kinda scary this morning. What happened ?"

Took a ride in sean's car, yakked a bit.

Things i learnt today,
1. Go beg your teacher for an extra mark just to get into pae.
He failed humanes by 1 mark, his teacher in the end gave him the 1 mark, saying that "i'll give you the mark just so you can get in for the first three months but i seriously think you're wasting your time, you should just go to some poly."
With a 6 subject combi, he ended up with 9 points.
He stayed in srjc. Coz "the first 3 months were fun".
Kewlnwss.

2. He's old. Damn old. (In case you dont know, i think that anyone above 20 is old. Unless you're a female. Lolx. )

3. People think i'm old. (In this case, it's coz the people think i'm in jc now. But that's only till they saw my chinese o level revision guidebook. Lolx. )

4. Dont get into enclosed space with people who used chinese medication. Those used superficially especially. >.<

~*~

I miss lots of people.

I wanna study.

I need to excerise more. ( Btw, i bought the shoes already. Heh. )

I seriously seriously need to know when to keep my trap shut. *Sigh*

I need to trust more often. Faith has no need for reason, reason is without faith.

I need to save up. Prom. Bah. Waste of finance. *Sigh*

I will be trying to get back in touch with some people i've not been contacting for some time.

~*~

The banner is done.

Once up, lovin' you will be down. Heehz.

0217.

G'morning people. x)

Friday, May 13, 2005

That troglodyte befreted me of my sleep.

Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.

*Sigh*

~*~

Big apology here to all those i managed to piss off this week.

Anyway, feeling kinda disquieted, no idea why.

Still cant go for blood donation. Sad. Might be seeing a doctor soon. See first, i'm lazy.

~*~

Found a pair of kewl looking shoes today at tampinese adidas. Better get it fast before i get sick of it.

But doubt i'll be running tomorrow. Strangely, my external oblique seems to be aching. Strange coz all i did was run yesterday. I didnt even really run. More like slow walk 1.5 km, run 1 km, jog 0.5 km so yea. Weirdness. Oh well.
That troglodyte befreted me of my sleep.

Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.

*Sigh*

~*~

Big apology here to all those i managed to piss off this week.

Anyway, feeling kinda disquieted, no idea why.

Still cant go for blood donation. Sad. Might be seeing a doctor soon. See first, i'm lazy.

~*~

Found a pair of kewl looking shoes today at tampinese adidas. Better get it fast before i get sick of it.

But doubt i'll be running tomorrow. Strangely, my external oblique seems to be aching. Strange coz all i did was run yesterday. I didnt even really run. More like slow walk 1.5 km, run 1 km, jog 0.5 km so yea. Weirdness. Oh well.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Spinning in My (Living) Room:
Long Way Home - ATB

I think i forgot what i wanted to say.

Oh well. I'll just type on. I usually remember after a while.

Urm.. Papers're ending tomorrow, science 1, reading up later, not really planning to "study" for it.

Someone's playing the sax, wonder who. New musician in the neighbourhood. Woot.

Mmm.. Ice cream trip tomorrow. Yeah ! Not that i feel really keen about it now. =/

~*~

Something seems to be bugging me. Dont seem to recall what.

Oh well.

~*~

Must remember do up new links.

Urh.

Serene. Who changed her blog about 2 months back. -.-
Andrew. Who also changed his blog more than a month back
Vanessa. Who changed her blog less than a month ago. x)
Pooja. Who i am just plain lazy to link.
KangLi. Who i am also just plain lazy to link.
Liyana. Who changed her blog more than 3 months ago.
Simin. Who i just keep forgetting to link.

~*~

Oh. Did i mention i have a new cousin ? Heehz. Welcome to the family, Sheryl. x)

And dear Gerald was there, and as usual, when he's around, mindless arguements commence.

Oh and he just had to remind me of the photo.

Him: You saw the photos yet ?
Me: What photos ?
Him: The ones with matching outfits.
Me: Dont remind me.
Him: You worn it on purpose one right ?
*Me: Did not. You did it lor.
*Him: Did not. You did.
* Repeat for another 134734808 times.

Sometime later, forgot what were they talking about when one of the adults mentioned i should call Gerald "gerald korkor", I proceed to give him a grossed out, disgusted look.

Him: You should be honoured.
Me: Excuse me. You should be the one feeling honoured.
Him: Please lor. It's so obvious you're basking in glory.
Me: Fine~ I'm going to marine parade next week, so when's school ending for you ? I'll go wait for you and fawn on you then.
Him: You're too kind.
*Me: You should be honoured
*Him: No, you should be honoured.
* Repeat for yet another 278549408 times.

Last one was when Aunt PeiYun (Yea, my sis and her share the same name, slightly different pronounciation though), who is Gerald's mum was about to move her car coz of some people wanting to leave. (There were bout three or four cars parked in my grandma's lawn with Aunt PeiYun's and someone else's near the gate)
By then, Gerald and I had actually, already stopped the debate regarding who should be honoured.

Her: Eh, no need to move out, later then. Give you two another few minutes to argue.
*Him: You should be honoured.
*Me: You shold be honoured.
* Again, repeat for yet another 6526264341 times.


Ah well. Jogging later. During the street party this year, i'm gonna try to hook up with some people of my age to go jogging. More fun. Hur hur.

Monday, May 09, 2005

*hyperventilates*

These few days have been bad. I said that before. But nothing beats today.

Due to a lack of activity, my hotmail account was deactivated.

You know what's wrong ?

Well, the past emails i received are gone, that's what's wrong !!!

Argh !!!!

Nicholas.. Edmund. KaiLin. Bernard.

Yea. Especially Bernard's.

*rams head into wall*

*Sigh*

Anyway, go eat ice cream on friday !! Hahaha.

~*~

I managed to "attitude" YuQing today.

I'm sorry. I seriously am. *Sigh*

~*~

I'm tired of exams, tired of math.

I wanna score. Just that, i dont even know if i know anything.

Dont bloody tell me to go practice. These's no point doing more and more sums only to get it wrong without knowing why.

~*~

lovin' you will be unofficially closing down for renovations after the papers end.

I should be still updating, just that, behind the scenes.

Major template change, using some of my own scribblings for background and images. =/

Well, that's it. Toddles.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Don't Give Me Jesus …
… if giving me Jesus means
telling me about your beliefs,
then walking away.
Don't give me Jesus,
if giving me Jesus means
judging me by appearance,
but never trying to see who I really am.
Don't give me Jesus,
if giving me Jesus means
you're right no matter what,
and I'm wrong no matter what.

Do Give Me Jesus …
… if giving me Jesus means
walking beside me just like
Jesus walked beside
lepers and losers.
Do give me Jesus,
if giving me Jesus means
listening more than talking.
Do give me Jesus,
if giving me Jesus means
laughing with me when I need to laugh,
and crying with me when I need to cry.
Do give me Jesus,
if giving me Jesus means
letting me know when
my actions are harmful or destructive.
Do give me Jesus,
if giving me Jesus means
being my friend.

If you give me Jesus
wrapped in your friendship,
I may be more ready to listen
to what you have to say.

—Anonymous

Saturday, May 07, 2005

week

It's been been a week ?

Oh well. Wanted to blog yesterday. Had so much rubbish then.

Feeling kinda empty now. If you get what i mean.

Anyway, the week was stressful.

I think i have not been studying as much as the last 5 days since goodness knows when.

Last year has been lucky. Very.

This year i wont be so lucky. So guess i'll have no choice but to STUDY.

*Sigh*

Is this how he felt then ? Oh well.

~*~

Thank you note to wilfred (gomu).

Without the two crazy textbooks you loaned me, think i'll freak out totally for history.

But doubt it makes much difference anyway. Heh.

Due to indecisive`ness i studied for Hitler, World War 2's reasons for Starting and Allies' Victory. Also studied Cold War and Fall of Communism.

If you people're wondering why i didnt study on my beloved Russia, it's actually coz MsYeo told us that, only the Fall of Monarchy would come out. Thus, all i did was skim through it.

End up that day, can say was like damn familiar with it(Cold War). Best thing, i even knew how to bloody classify the factors when i saw the questions !!

So what's wrong ?

I first sketched out a mindmap for the questions and then proceeded to do the sbq. After than, when i was about to follow up, i saw Lenin.

Not literally him you doop.

His name actually.

And being the Lenin fan i was. I struggled with myself for a moment and decided that i should do that instead.

My mum says that i should stop "yi4 qi4 yong4 shi4" and next time, do what i know better.

So that just means one thing.

GCSE History Elective. Bolsheviks. Hitler. Cold War.

Go me go.

~*~

Ah. Suddenly feel like blogging now. Haha. The power of Lenin. Heeehz.

Anyway, it seem that mid years has taken the toil on many, YuQing was telling me how Ivan "ran back down to the kitchen just as he was nearing the room" coz he brought her a cup of ice instead of water.

Heh. Go Ivan go. I think he's the only guy i know that can stand have 4 a/e math tuitions during the march one week holiday.

Bro. You're like so totally pro. Kowtow.

I'll puke blood if i've to see YuQing more than 3 times a week.

~*~

Oh yea.

And last tuesday, as you people know, was the day before the papers began (in addition to being karen, andrew and mason's birthdays)

I had chemistry tuition.

Not that i wanted it.

Just happened that i lost desmond's number and yea...

You could say i was really pissed.

Especially since he came before time. -.-

I specially took out the history text and began reading while he was flipping through my chem textbook.

We had an one hour session instead. x)

Sometimes, i just love my tutors. They so totally rock.

~*~

Lastly, i apologise to anyone i might've offened the past few days. Especially mr lim imsohighandmightytheworldwouldcollapsewithoutme jian yong.

Opps. So not sincere. It reeks of sarcasm too ! Oh well. Not that i care. Heh.

Fear the wrath of pms`y females.

Speaking of which. I totally hate the part on the ovarian cycle. Just cant seem to grasp it. Guys reading this better shut your trap about "females understanding better" coz follicle stimulating hormone, oestrogen, progesterone and are not typically not the stuff taught !!

*Sigh*

Oh. I pasted quite a number of post-it notes in gomu's history textbook. It lacks lots of stuff.